Some people are way too obsessive about things. There’s no need for such a strong attachment for something that holds no importance to you. Stop getting involved in lives that you don’t even know or even better, those that do not know of your existence.
This sounds ignorant, but I guess if you knew the situation, you would agree.
i wonder if people are just ignoring my messages or if they don’t get them. for me, i automatically assume the worse in people. i convince myself they’re ignoring me and they probably don’t like me, so it makes it harder and harder for me to talk to them. it kind of makes me anti-social. after constantly dealing with ignored messages, i don’t really know what to think besides i am wasting my time and i’m being stupid. it even happens when i’m waiting forever for a response from someone. i just give up thinking i’m bothering them.
i always assume people think the worse in me. i don’t know how to think any differently. a lot of the time, i convince myself that people just secretly hate me - no matter where i go, i feel hated, unwanted, annoying, stupid and ridiculously useless.
still kind of upset over everything that happened yesterday.
i don’t know. whenever all that stuff tumbles down on me like that, i start making myself sick again - physically and mentally. it’s just how i handle emotions. i’ve been trying so hard not to take it out on anyone, and i’ve been doing well for someone who has completely lashed out on the people who have disappointed me or hurt me in these last couple of days. i’m not even sure how i’m supposed to deal with this death either.