For everyone who has a Mac, hit “option” + “c”
I didn’t know about that.
I’ve been going through my entire blog, and it made me see how much I’ve changed in the last couple of years. I’ve grown up so much.
The things I worried, cared, thought about have changed.
All the “love letters” and thoughts scattered on this page. It’s strange going through and reading them. I deleted a good amount of things on here. I’m a different person now.
I guess you can say I’m guilty. I’m guilty for chasing time when time was lost. I ran out of time, but I kept trying to retrace my steps in hopes of being able to rewind back to a better time. I’m not sure why I kept digging because I could never find what I was looking for in you. Suppose I’ve always been hopeful, even in the hopeless.
In the process though, I’ve learned that you’ll just be with me always - but as a memory. By thinking you were anything but, I almost destroyed the “you” in my head - the you I had to learn to let go.
Maybe the hardest part for me is the missing you and the fact that it never gets any easier.